Reminder

Im having terrible backache today...from the neck til d lumbar spinal area...right leg too...couldnt stand for the pain anymore...took celebrex and fall asleep straight after work till now. I was touch with mum's small act...i didnt had my dinner but yet she knocked at my door & gave me a cup of nutrient drink, almost wanted to cry out cos due to painful condition and mum's concern..thank God for my mum! Then i online facebook for a while, saw a fren's evangelism photo in UK..it really hit my mind for being such a slumber child on earth..but yet knowing that he's doing well in there serving God faithfully, i was pleased. ya hopefully it keep on reminds me cont to serve my purpose on earth..living fully for HIM! Human being are weak...hehe you would agree wit me if u're experiencing health problem...dont you? so let the TRUTH set you free =)

time flies...coludnt believe that a small changes could lead to a huge different in my life. had a terrible week...felt lost and dont know why things are not in the right track ever but ya i've made a decision. it's time for me to do something...i could do it if i really want it...i dont wan to stay at the transition state anymore...i wan to move on and step out of the miserable sad life. ya good memories are belongs to me forever but those is just memory...after 9 months already i think it's time to treat myself better...let it go and face the fact! ya the broken heart need to be heal as time goes by but i really tried my best...so i made a move on last week...doing it reluctantly but i must have faith that through the almighty one nothing is impossible..goin to take good rest now. tmr will be a brand new day =)

Night

long time didnt work ED night shift...almost one month plus. nope i should've said the ED night shift schedule isnt that frequent nowadays...hehe cos we are rotating the shift among 30 plus pharmacists instead of 10 plus trainees in those days. thank god for that...hmm though have to work 10 hours at night but being Drug Info pharmacist for almost 8 months...im actually enjoying to dispense med to patients and chat with them =) aww...so many accidents cases today...the ED is packed with patients even until now...is 5:25am now and ppl are still wondering here. being 7+1 today...heard a few accident stories from patients. One of them terlanggar one indian drunk man, the indian's gang wouldnt allow this guy to go out of hospital till he willing to pay RM1000 to their friend..poor thing..this uncle stayed in hospital wouldnt dare to walk out and he even seek help from police and security guard in hosp...not quite sure how they ended this incident but luckily no fighting involve if not...they have to accompany us to do night shift as well *-* still have one more hour to go...after that i could hit my bed till noon...hehe

Wedding Ring

Two of my friends will be getting marry this year...congratulation in advance for them =)
read this article few months back...thinking that it's good to post it up too...hehe just a simple sharing..believe or accept it or not it's totally up to you *-*

Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger?

There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese Legend...

Thumb represents your Parents
Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings
Middle finger represents your-Self
Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner
& the Last (Little) finger represents your children

Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back
Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip
(As shown in the figure below):

Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later.
Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives.

Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)...., they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day.

Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse).
You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!!

Please try this out...and tell me the outcome *-*

Today has been a kinda great day for me...everything went on smoothly...no scolding, no argument, no hesitation in all field...that's why i dare to re-challenge my broken-heart by opening the most precious photo folder in my comp..looking at myself in those photo...giving the wonderful smile unselfishly to people around me...i was happy...i did captured those sweet moments with you...what's wrong with me? how come you dont even appreciate this? wondering what kind of med should i prescribe to my broken-heart..why cant tears clear my vision? why cant i let go totally and look from a higher ground for my better future...with God's greatest love and strength? ya im learning...i believe one day i can...