Stomachache, feeling unwell, irritable bowel movement, vomitting, spasm...i've been experiencing all these symptoms almost 6 months...keep coming on and off these year...went for blood test & ultrasound at hosp it seems im perfectly fine and healthy...ya i am! the cause of those suffering still remains mysterious! finally i've made a decision to go for colonoscopy and endoscopy...tmr is the day! i need to admit to hosp to do this so called 'simple'procedure..this term sounds familiar which i've used it thousand times to consult my patients...saying that everything will be fine and have no worry at all for your health condition. but believe me...not this time for myself...ya playing the different role now as im the one who nd to undergo all these. gosh do believe me didnt hav good rest since last week..spending times thinking wat actually happening to my poor stomach and intestine? hoping tmr will be a great day, i'll be on sedation during the procedure and wishing could sleep well during the procedure...will get a positive result after that...hmm hoping the diagnosis is just regular irritable bowel syndromes...it's time to hit the bed and face the reality tmr. now i understand more bout the definition of 'loneliness' no one could really accompany you or help you in this situation...helpless..with my fear but ya just HIM, my heavenly Father..im sure HE'll be watching me throghout the whole procedure! ^-^
