Goodbye 2009, Welcome HAPPY 2010!

wow let's welcome the very first day of this brand new year 2010! everytime when it come to the end of each year, everyone seems to be excited and counting down to welcome the following brand new year, hoping life could change to better and smoother..of course it was natural..looking forward for good future! but ya we still need to do a brief thinking on our past...what was our achievements and failures in 2009...making a brief report then we could only prepare our heart to go forward to do better in 2010 with a proper plan and clear direction!

Dont want your life cycle be repeatitive in 2010, so spend sometimes to thinking for your future and work out a workable plan! It might change your 2010 life! Praying for a better future with a new year, a new chapter and a new beginning..focus and run forward to achieve wat LORD wants us to glorify His name in life! Wishing you have a blessed 2010 new year and a wonderful one! Love ya all much! *Hug*

' In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps.' Proverbs 16:9

090909

yes today is 9 September 2009...090909 wow what a great date! hmm felt so sweet throughout the day...hehe simply because my cousin bro and one of my fren had their ROM today...started their marriage journey in this lovely day! kept on hearing love & romance songs from the FM...in the morning and way back home from work *-* heard many couples got married today..congrat gong xi gong xi! We love because God first loved us..wishing you all happy marriage and happy dating =) *muackkk*

Happy 52nd Birthday, Malaysia!

wow...today is 31/8/2009 it's Merdeka Day..hehe means another public holiday! yeah! hmm thank God it falls on monday...that means we all have a long weekend! hehe ya at first wanna to count down in front of the TV yesterday night after the family dinner but unfortunately my fever recurrent! dont know wat happen to my body nowadays...kept falling sick...please pray for my health! hmm hearing uncountable times of patrotic malaysia songs these few weeks, while shoppping in mall, makaning even driving...aiyo until one extend u would become the unforgivable malaysian if you didnt realise merdeka day is just around the corner! one morning..i heard the Satu Malaysia song sang by all AMP Stars...wow really not that bad, sang by all those DJs..consists of 4 languages in the song..after that every morning, evening...the FM kept on promoting this song non-stop till i could remember the lyric..hehe! 'Satu bangsa, satu suara, satu negara, satu irama, bersama kita capai semua, satu Malaysia!' okok...must get rid of the melody...anyway praying for our lovely country Makaysia...may God's guidances and mercy be upon this fruitful land and citizens always! HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MALAYSIA!

Post-op

hehe thanks for the kindness and gentleness of the ophtal medical office..had the minor surgery finally on the 13/8 afternoon. hmm kinda painful though he injected 3 times LA...hehe maybe my pain threshold is low. left eye recovering but yet went for kuantan mission trip on the 2nd day post-op...yo must take good care of my eye wouldnt let this happen ever again! p/s : thanks for all the concerns and phone calls from u guys! *-*

Felt a bit guilty for not updating my poor blog here...life still goes on & on with the same routine...working, working and working! moreover now is the peak time for H1N1 hit..working in HSB which's playing the main role of the infectious control government hosp...everyone is hurting for diagnosis and treatment...hmm or should i hav everyone is utilising their citizen right? ya paying one ringgit registration fee and could get med for fever, cough, flu, muscle ache, vomitng...not bad ya...luckily not positive H1N1 patient cos it's kinda hard to receive tamiflu frm us...they are monitoring the usage of it and will only prescibe for high co-morbidities patient. finally i fall sick on last 2 weeks with all those h1n1-like symptoms...hehe still remember when i walked in to hosp with d mask, everyone tried to avoid me...hmm actually d feeling is not that pleasant after all (still can figure how to clear your nasal mucus after sneezing while you're wearing a mask??)..worked night shift on last thurs...when i walked in ED our pharmacy counter crowned with many patients and everyone is blocking the corridor! i supposed to work alone at that time...luckily God sent 3 pharmacists to me..they stayed back with me from 10pm till alomst 2am..hehe and 2 security guards too (cos some patients were blocking the way so nd they to control d mess) of course my prescription stats is d highest throughout last week: 270 plus patients per night (cf to normal 50 patients per night)..couldnt image if i was alone encountered that many pt! and now my left eye is inflammed due to an inner ulcer! thinking maybe my immune system is still low...kinda painful..met an opthal doc today & he suggested to hav a minor op...wan to pengsan..anyway dont think it's a good option so still on antibiotic ointment & see how's d progress later. i will be going for a kuantan trip this weeked so really dont think is d suitable time for d minor op...hopefully wouldnt have any complication!

Reminder

Im having terrible backache today...from the neck til d lumbar spinal area...right leg too...couldnt stand for the pain anymore...took celebrex and fall asleep straight after work till now. I was touch with mum's small act...i didnt had my dinner but yet she knocked at my door & gave me a cup of nutrient drink, almost wanted to cry out cos due to painful condition and mum's concern..thank God for my mum! Then i online facebook for a while, saw a fren's evangelism photo in UK..it really hit my mind for being such a slumber child on earth..but yet knowing that he's doing well in there serving God faithfully, i was pleased. ya hopefully it keep on reminds me cont to serve my purpose on earth..living fully for HIM! Human being are weak...hehe you would agree wit me if u're experiencing health problem...dont you? so let the TRUTH set you free =)

time flies...coludnt believe that a small changes could lead to a huge different in my life. had a terrible week...felt lost and dont know why things are not in the right track ever but ya i've made a decision. it's time for me to do something...i could do it if i really want it...i dont wan to stay at the transition state anymore...i wan to move on and step out of the miserable sad life. ya good memories are belongs to me forever but those is just memory...after 9 months already i think it's time to treat myself better...let it go and face the fact! ya the broken heart need to be heal as time goes by but i really tried my best...so i made a move on last week...doing it reluctantly but i must have faith that through the almighty one nothing is impossible..goin to take good rest now. tmr will be a brand new day =)

Night

long time didnt work ED night shift...almost one month plus. nope i should've said the ED night shift schedule isnt that frequent nowadays...hehe cos we are rotating the shift among 30 plus pharmacists instead of 10 plus trainees in those days. thank god for that...hmm though have to work 10 hours at night but being Drug Info pharmacist for almost 8 months...im actually enjoying to dispense med to patients and chat with them =) aww...so many accidents cases today...the ED is packed with patients even until now...is 5:25am now and ppl are still wondering here. being 7+1 today...heard a few accident stories from patients. One of them terlanggar one indian drunk man, the indian's gang wouldnt allow this guy to go out of hospital till he willing to pay RM1000 to their friend..poor thing..this uncle stayed in hospital wouldnt dare to walk out and he even seek help from police and security guard in hosp...not quite sure how they ended this incident but luckily no fighting involve if not...they have to accompany us to do night shift as well *-* still have one more hour to go...after that i could hit my bed till noon...hehe

Wedding Ring

Two of my friends will be getting marry this year...congratulation in advance for them =)
read this article few months back...thinking that it's good to post it up too...hehe just a simple sharing..believe or accept it or not it's totally up to you *-*

Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger?

There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese Legend...

Thumb represents your Parents
Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings
Middle finger represents your-Self
Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner
& the Last (Little) finger represents your children

Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back
Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip
(As shown in the figure below):

Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later.
Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives.

Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)...., they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day.

Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse).
You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!!

Please try this out...and tell me the outcome *-*

Today has been a kinda great day for me...everything went on smoothly...no scolding, no argument, no hesitation in all field...that's why i dare to re-challenge my broken-heart by opening the most precious photo folder in my comp..looking at myself in those photo...giving the wonderful smile unselfishly to people around me...i was happy...i did captured those sweet moments with you...what's wrong with me? how come you dont even appreciate this? wondering what kind of med should i prescribe to my broken-heart..why cant tears clear my vision? why cant i let go totally and look from a higher ground for my better future...with God's greatest love and strength? ya im learning...i believe one day i can...

Foot Step

It's Valentine's Day Eve...hehe im working at ED now till tmr 7am. Preparing a devotional material for this coming sunday...hmm will share with you guys later =)

Read this daily reminder from somewhere, ya though i long time didnt receive love letter..hehe but ya i would like to have one for my gracious heavenly Father. I love you, Lord

Dear Lord, I seek not just your blessings. These are wonderful gifts that you bestow on me because of your love and generosity. I seek your favor, presence, unfailing & never ending love. I need to know in every part of my being as I already know in my heart your great love and compassion that you have for me.

My life on earth is limited and you have given me more blessings than I could ever imagine. My list of thanksgiving is endless. Although I enjoy Your blessings which display to me daily, I seek Your presence. I need you desperately when I'm awake and when I lie down. I need you every single moment of my life.

Life is not a bed of roses but you are gracious, loving and kind. You reveal yourself to those who diligently seek you. Please remember me and see my desire to ever seek your face and determine to always know your will. I fail but you forgive and heal. I am in pieces. I am constantly being broken and you continually come and repair my distraught heart.

Give me wisdom also the never ending desire to obey you. You words are burned in my heart. “To obey is better than sacrifice.” My obedience is my life line to your perfect will.

My steps to your presence require my obedience and my never ending love which you have established in my heart is the key to this relationship. You have given me love, you have given me desire and you have given me passion. This passion to know you never leaves me. Although life is unpredictable and I am unable to comprehend its meaning. I truly know that all I have need is you. I love you.

Hear me, my Lord. My heart hurts my soul is overwhelmed. My feelings desire control but my intellect and will refuse to submit. Please have mercy… I know that you are a loving caring God of the universe. My spirit bears witness to your character by my feelings wants to feed on the rot of humanity. Please be my good shepherd. Help me to hear your voice. Lead me in the path of righteousness for thy name sake.
My physical discomfort is overwhelming. My voice is not heard but you alone hear me.

I will love you with every breath that I take because you are my God.

With lotsa HuGz,
Samantha (Your beloved daughter)
XoXoXo

Chap Goh Mei

Happy chinese new year! It's Chap Goh Mei aka chinese valentine day..time flies did you remember how u celebrated this fest last year or even the year before? hehe of course i remember! the year before i was in UK celebrated this fest with my lovely housemates...last year i went to Taman Jaya with family...had my first experience seeing unmarried females and males tossing mandarin oranges into the sea with the wish to find a good spouse. wondering did anyone managed to find their true love through this traditional culture. hmm but this year...im celebrating at home...writting blog here...keke..it's last day of this chinese new year...have a blessed 'moo moo' year ahead~

It's a brand new year

Happy new year 2009 to you, you and you! So "What are your new year resolutions?" it's the hottest question now...everyone is asking the same question. hmm wondering how would you answer this typical question with a realistic & creative answer...whether you have resolved to do something more or other less in this year, or you have decided to give this whole idea away since it's just another bored question for a new year after you've experienced the hard process to keep the your resolutions?

hmm hopefully i'll be smarter and more alert in 2009...i was working at emergency department yest 7am till 2pm. first time dispensing methadone at ED...it's kind of pack schedule for this shift...7-8am supposed to go leprosy clinic to dispense methadone, 8-11am at ED room, 11-12pm ward patients and 12-2pm back to ED counter. i couldnt find the ward while i was in d leprosy clinic...pa seinya...just kept on walking along the road...suddenly one car stopped and asked for direction...hmm of course i cant give any contribution but d old uncle and aunty did offered me a lift to find the place together...guess what i went into their car! aww felt scary when i saw d uncle made a phone call...thank God nothing bad happen in the end. the moral of the story is pls increase ur awareness regardless anytime, anywhere or to anyone. hmm i promise wouldnt let it happen again in future...no more no more! must use the common sense @-@