Thursday, February 12, 2009

Foot Step

It's Valentine's Day Eve...hehe im working at ED now till tmr 7am. Preparing a devotional material for this coming sunday...hmm will share with you guys later =)

Read this daily reminder from somewhere, ya though i long time didnt receive love letter..hehe but ya i would like to have one for my gracious heavenly Father. I love you, Lord

Dear Lord, I seek not just your blessings. These are wonderful gifts that you bestow on me because of your love and generosity. I seek your favor, presence, unfailing & never ending love. I need to know in every part of my being as I already know in my heart your great love and compassion that you have for me.

My life on earth is limited and you have given me more blessings than I could ever imagine. My list of thanksgiving is endless. Although I enjoy Your blessings which display to me daily, I seek Your presence. I need you desperately when I'm awake and when I lie down. I need you every single moment of my life.

Life is not a bed of roses but you are gracious, loving and kind. You reveal yourself to those who diligently seek you. Please remember me and see my desire to ever seek your face and determine to always know your will. I fail but you forgive and heal. I am in pieces. I am constantly being broken and you continually come and repair my distraught heart.

Give me wisdom also the never ending desire to obey you. You words are burned in my heart. “To obey is better than sacrifice.” My obedience is my life line to your perfect will.

My steps to your presence require my obedience and my never ending love which you have established in my heart is the key to this relationship. You have given me love, you have given me desire and you have given me passion. This passion to know you never leaves me. Although life is unpredictable and I am unable to comprehend its meaning. I truly know that all I have need is you. I love you.

Hear me, my Lord. My heart hurts my soul is overwhelmed. My feelings desire control but my intellect and will refuse to submit. Please have mercy… I know that you are a loving caring God of the universe. My spirit bears witness to your character by my feelings wants to feed on the rot of humanity. Please be my good shepherd. Help me to hear your voice. Lead me in the path of righteousness for thy name sake.
My physical discomfort is overwhelming. My voice is not heard but you alone hear me.

I will love you with every breath that I take because you are my God.


With lotsa HuGz,
Samantha (Your beloved daughter)
XoXoXo

Monday, February 9, 2009

Chap Goh Mei

Happy chinese new year! It's Chap Goh Mei aka chinese valentine day..time flies did you remember how u celebrated this fest last year or even the year before? hehe of course i remember! the year before i was in UK celebrated this fest with my lovely housemates...last year i went to Taman Jaya with family...had my first experience seeing unmarried females and males tossing mandarin oranges into the sea with the wish to find a good spouse. wondering did anyone managed to find their true love through this traditional culture. hmm but this year...im celebrating at home...writting blog here...keke..it's last day of this chinese new year...have a blessed 'moo moo' year ahead~